I
wasn't able to keep my feelings any longer so I said 'I love you too' to him. I
had underestimated love. It is no ordinary wave that came crashing to my gates
of repulsion. The next thing I knew I was already drowned and drawn by its strong
current to a destination that offered me no other choice but to become a slave
of what I truly feel for him. I ate my words, I broke my principles, I
disobeyed my parents, now I'm in a relationship. I took risk on this because I
love him. They say only fools rush in. So be it, I'm a fool. This is the very
first time I am in a serious relationship and I think he is the one. I will
fight for this foolish love because I do believe we are meant to be.
Yeah
right, I'm bluffing. :) I'm single and I have this hunch that it will take much
longer for me to change status. I may have said this many times before but I
need you to hear it again: I sincerely do not care if I'm single. What's the
fuss, eh? There are thousands of sources of happiness. Me being single doesn't
make me a less happy person. And if I'm unhappy right now, it's surely not
because of me lacking a boyfriend. I hate those people who ridicule singles. On
believing that we are pathetic, lonely and miserable.. I have good news for
them, I am certainly not and I bet most of us are. We maybe are single but we
know a lot about love and happiness always accompanies us.
How's
my single life? I guess nothing extraordinary yet it's never for you to pity
for. Aside from my parents, no one else is monitoring my daily activities. When
I'm away from home I have my mama and
sometimes my sister to talk to on the phone for at least 15 minutes a week.
When I watch movies on the big screen I have my cool friends for company. I
have the freedom to admire as many guys as I want without a boyfriend saying,
“You're not allowed to admire anyone but me.” Reading good novels, watching tv
series and movies excite me so much, so most of my free time is allotted to those
stuff. I hang out with friends, chat with them, eat with them, laugh with them,
stroll with them, watch with them and more. I am a student so what really keeps
me busy, well, it's not really studying but attending to class (haha). It is
summer though so I'm home. :) Being home means I can be a couch potato all day
long competing with my sister. I rarely go outside because being at home is
already a bliss and I'm a bit anti-social.
Finally, I want to assure you that I am
happy and thankful for what I have right now. As for the things that I don't
have, I'm excited to have them in the future and one of those is a boyfriend..
**Yehey! Day 01 down for my 30 Day Blog
Challenge. I didn't know that this is actually dragging.
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