February 26, 2012

Important Announcement To All Filipino Inspirits

Our dream of our beloved INFINITE performing in a concert here in the Philippines this year might become a reality! I know, I know, that idea just make you all jump from your seats. So please, if you haven't done it yet, answer the survey that the KPOP and Culture Fest page on Facebook conducted for IFINITE's concert in Manila. There's a BIG chance that they might go here if the survey will turn out successful. Fellow Inspirits, let us make this year a very memorable one by witnessing a one of a kind concert. Let us make it possible by answering the survey. Let them know that a lot of us are aching and drooling of seeing them LIVE! :D

Here is the LINK! :))))
It is until April 1, 2012. Answer now though! :D

The KPOP and Culture Fest, last February 16, posted this:
So you really count. 607 people saying that they're going to the concert are not enough force to bring them here. Please join us, I know you love INFINITE.

Kamsamnida! Hwaiting!

I've been replaying this music video from their Second Invasion concert for about 100 times already, I think. I just love it, simply love it. I am already picturing that I'm gonna see this performance LIVE right before my eyes if ever the concert will push through.

I love the song Cover Girl the most, ever since I found out that my bias Jang Dongwoo was the one who composed it. hehehe.

February 24, 2012

for the sake of food

I wasn't supposed to attend my dormitory's confluence dinner earlier this night, but because I wasn't able to buy food, I decided to go. Besides, I paid P250 for it, which was compulsory for every dormer. It would be a waste of money if I would just miss something that I already paid for, right?

The food was great. Chop suey was so delicious! I may not really be a fan of vegetables but man, the said victual was cooked excellently that I became unhappy why the Ate didn't give me enough of it! The other one is fish fillet which tasted okay. I wondered while eating why there was no pork or chicken or beef. You know, when there are events like these, you expect to eat those meat. Then my friend mentioned that it's the start of Lenten or something in Roman Catholic religion which means you have to decline to eat gratifying food.

Kamia Residence Hall, the oldest dormitory in UP (University of the Philippines) Diliman has just been renovated. It has been receiving female students for 55 years already. It's so good to see that my dear Kamia looks young and fresh after the renovation. The decoration on the wall is also new. Like it's there for one week yet. I really like it. Yes, the combination of my favorite color (pink) and shape (flower) is just perfect.

The Confluence Dinner this year is extravagant. For the first time, there is a photo boot. 

Awesome roommates are awesome. :D

February 19, 2012

Give me some love

It seems like i haven't blogged for a year...

1.) Nuffnang
                I joined Nuffnang to earn some money out from blogging. It doesn't give much, according from what I read from other bloggers. I read one post yesterday that after being a member for 2 years, he gained around P2000 from Nuffnang. It is actually a small amount of money given the long duration of time. But that is still money whether it's small or big. I just wanted to try, to try to earn from doing something that I really love.
                In connection to that, could you give me some love? There's a poll on the right side of this blog, please answer it. :)) It's been there for almost one week now but nobody, yes, not even one answered it. I feel so unloved. :(( Please answer it. Thank you! Kamsamnida! Arigato! Daghang Salamat! :)

2.) Fight For You
                It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you..
                There's nothing that a 100 men or more could ever do
                Just like the rain down in Africa
                It's gonna take some time but I  know you're worth fighting for!
I stumbled on Jason DeRulo's song entitled Fight For You. I wish someone could sing it to me because he means every words on the lyrics for me.
I don't know what I've eaten these days why I'm feeling emo about love. Maybe this is just a post-valentine effect for a single person like me. lols. Orrrr.. there's this guy....(can't continue the sentence).

3.) Stay Away From Me
               Don't act like you like me for I'm falling for it. 
               Please stop, it's getting me miserable. 
               Yes, don't sit beside me anymore. What's with you these days by the way that you chose to sit beside me?! Stay away.. Don't let me fall for you.. T.T
               Another thing, you're so ANNOYING, I keep thinking of you!!!

February 13, 2012

Camara Island is Paradise

After I went to Camara Island in Pundaquit, Zambales, the desire of going to different places to witness its splendor grew more and more. The realization came that there are too much beauty in this world that I shouldn't miss to go to in this lifetime. The world is just so amazing that it's not a good idea to not travel around.

The place is so beautiful. I really do not know what paradise actually is, but I guess this one's a lot like it.

I really had a blast. I enjoyed marveling the place. 
I was thankful that I decided to join the field trip. The Php900 that I spent was totally worth it. It took us four hours to arrive in Pundaquit from Quezon City. Surprisingly, the bus ride wasn't tiresome except when we were already going back. hehe. 

I hope I could bring my family there in the near future. 

The trip had become extra fun because BFF beach-lover, Rona, also went. Thank you Rona for the company! :D

February 09, 2012

How Long Will This Fangirling Last?

One of the things that I observed about myself is that liking something/someone expires. Some would last long, like years, but they would definitely be gone. The very first time that I found myself fangirling was when Meteor Garden, a Taiwanese television series, came into the picture. That was the first time that I really got crazy over a celebrity that Jerry Yan (Dao Ming Si) was all I wanted to talk about both in school and in our home. That time, I thought that my liking would always be intense. But now, if I see his pictures, the fire within for him has already been dead. I still see him as a hottie, charming person, but the superb fangirling for him left my system.
I remember, I would hastily go back home from school so that I won't miss anything on Meteor Garden. There was even a time that I got furious to my mother because she ordered me to go to the market minutes before the show will start to air. I was desperately pleading to her that I would just go after the show will end. It got me really frustrated when she didn't give me the favor. I went to the market grudgingly, almost crying thinking that I would miss several scenes. I liked Dao Ming Si first then followed Jerry Yan himself. I fell in love with his character in Meteor Garden that I eventually liked the person portraying it. Although he was really annoying, being that mean, selfish and boastful, it melted my heart the way how much he loved San Chai.

I engaged in arguments in school saying that Jerry Yan was better than Vic Zhou. I bought pictures of him and put it on my room's wall. I also purchased small-sized pictures and laminated them, and used them as key chains/holders. And lastly, I daydreamed of him. I am always a daydreamer. On that time that Jerry Yan occupied my heart, I imagined that I watched his concert and while he was singing, he saw me from the stage. He would stop from singing while staring at me, because the 'eureka' moment has finally arrived in his life. Then he would point at me and say, "I like you." Hahaha! Silly I was, I know!

The ultimate fangirling experience of my life happened because of Hero Angeles. I was crazy, super-duper crazy over him. My fangirling of Korean celebrities now does not compare of how much I adored Hero Angeles before. My family and high school classmates could testify to it. One of my classmates even told me this, "You act like he is everything to you, does he even know you exist?", as I became obsessed of him. I was hurt about that bitter truth, but I didn't care if he knew me or not as long as I was happy.

I didn't miss watching any episodes of Star Circle Quest. Wait, I think I missed one when there was a black out in our place. I voted for him every week (SCQ HERO to 2366) so that he won't be eliminated. I was even bitter to Sandara because she always got the texter's choice award except that one time that Hero became number one. When the grand finals came, I spent a big amount of load voting for him. And when he was declared the grand questor, the tears came welling from my eyes. And I told myself, "My Hero made it,huhuhu." When he won, it was as if I won too.

I was always in front of the tv. I just didn't want to miss anything of his appearances on different shows whether they were short or long. I watched his movies, were they 3 or 2? I daydreamed and dreamt of him. Yes, dream, which showed that he lived even in my subconsciousness.  I subscribed to his daily texts. I didn't mind P2.50 will be deducted from my load everyday as long as I'd know what he's been up to during that day.

I saw him in person when I went to Cagayan de Oro City to take the UPCAT (University of the Philippines College Admission Test). Luckily, they had a mall tour minutes after we just arrived in the said city. I was really happy that time. No words couldn't express how much delighted I was seeing him in person. When I found out that I passed UPCAT after several months, my guy classmate joked that I passed because I saw Hero a day before I took the test. I got inspired big time, he said. LOL, pwede.

When he left ABS-CBN, that was the time that the fever went gradually low. Plus when I joined a Christian organization, the temperature totally went to zero.

Nothing is constant. Everything changes.

Now I wonder, when will this craze over INFINITE end?

I would say that it won't end because I'm going gaga over them now.. But I know better than myself, the feeling would change, the fondness would be gone in the future.

Fangirling is just a phase that is bound to be replaced by something later on in life.

Well, maybe not for me? Let's see.
Only time could tell.

February 04, 2012

this hurt

Lying on my bed after a day of exhausting fieldwork for my major subject, I found myself  crying. I am hurt this week, emotionally, and the tears can't hold back anymore after several days. Minor depressing stuff just happened this week. And I am hurt to bits.

Looking back to the past few days, I commend myself for looking happy to everybody. I was quite good of wearing a happy mask. After all, depression just sinks in when I'm alone. When I'm able to remember those things that could kill a beating heart for a moment.

I am not comfortable of sharing it to the close people around me anymore. I just don't want them to be bothered by small stuff.

It's easy to advise friends to get over with harsh words given to them. But when it happens to me, it's when I realize that it's as hard as forgetting how to breathe. I could pretend that I'm not affected. I could say a lot of, "It's Okay". But at the end of the day I know it already killed me. This is one of the times that I wish I was numb. One of the moments that I wish I were a cyborg, though it's pathetic to feel no happiness, at least they're spared of feeling hurt.

But everybody hurts sometimes. Nobody, I think, is exempted to this feeling. So I really don't feel sorry about myself, I'm just like anybody else. Maybe we just differ from the things that could bleed our heart but the bottomline is, no one is spared of getting hurt.

This first week of February is really not my week. I am still thankful though. Thank God, my stomachache was already gone. Thank God, you make me safe all the time. Thank God, I still keep on fighting. Thank God, I'm going to Pundaquit, Zambales for a fieldtrip with Rona next week.hehehe (excited). Thank God for my kind relatives, they are my angels. Thank God for my friends, they are responsible why I'm still sane. Thank God for my family, who is always, ALWAYS there for me.

I am a blessed kid even though I'm hurt.

When your day is long
And the night
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life
Well hang on

Don't let yourself go
Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts

Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
(When your day is night alone)
Hold on, hold on
(If you feel like letting go)
Hold on
If you think you've had too much of this life
Well hang on

Cause everybody hurts
Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts

Don't throw your hand
Oh, no
Don't throw your hand
When you feel like you're alone
No, no, no, you're not alone

If you're on your own
In this life
The days and nights are long
When you think you've had too much
Of this life
To hang on

Well, everybody hurts
Sometimes, everybody cries
And everybody hurts

And everybody hurts

So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
(Everybody hurts
You are not alone)


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