I so want to leave this place. I'm choking here. I'm being told to do what I don't want  to do. But I still oblige for the sake of that beautiful future that they said. I want to end this, desperately aching to finish this. But what am I doing? I've been procrastinating. I…

Lying on my bed after a day of exhausting fieldwork for my major subject, I found myself  crying. I am hurt this week, emotionally, and the tears can't hold back anymore after several days. Minor depressing stuff just happened this week. And I am hurt to bits. Looking back to the p…

I don't need neither of your hugs nor your kisses if what I'll receive when you're mad is a super OA wrath. Save your expressive love for me, it sucks because it just evens out with your unreserved anger. I'm very okay without your touch, heck, I never asked for it. I will…

Galit na ako. Galit na galit na ako sa sarili ko. Aargh!! Wala ka na bang ibang gawin kundi mag-procrastinate?!! Sabi mo hindi na! Sabi mo ayaw mo na! Pero bakit andito pa rin siya!! Alam mong mali eh. Alam mong hindi yun ang nararapat. Ngunit sa kasamaang palad ganun at ganun…

Behind this smile, Behind this laugh, Behind this strength, Behind this confidence, Behind this coolness, Behind these jokes, Behind these criticisms, And Behind my mask, Is a heart that fears,                that worries,                that quivers,                that brea…